every night, i feel this way...

if the photos are black and white, and the people are beautiful, cigarettes are so very acceptable!

bottle caps have become my latest obsession! i am constantly picking these guys up! i have a small collection. with each party i go to, and latest beer i try, they fall right into my pocket to gather together in a brown paper bag atop my refrigerator! one day ill pull them down off my ice box and make something of them! perhaps put them on my fridge instead of atop!

this is what im holding on to. i will not let go. i simply cant.

i fail the test
to fall asleep.
tea.
i boil water. adding a bag
titled, "sweet dreams."
of course they will be, whilst i dream of you.
goodnight, lover. mutter your sweet words into the dark.
i'll try my damn-est to catch them!